* Benjamin & Moii @ Double O *

* Moii & Keith @ Double O *

* Siliang & Moii @ Double O *

* Cool Car *

* Keith, Benjamin, Jeremy & Alex *

* Keith & Benjamin @ Double O *

* Jeremy, Keith, Moii & Benjamin *

* Jeremy, Keith, Moii & Benjamin *

* Moii & Alex (Birthday) *

* Body Clinic *

* Wondering what type of girl am i *

* Waiting for friends at Great World *

Went to Body Clinic for 2hrs workout

So tired, so went home for short nap

Meeting friends for movie at 8.20pm at Great World City

Then after that went to Double O to meet Keith & Melvin and their friends...

Nothing to write about yesterday's incident...

Throughout the Night, i was enjoying moiiself to forget all the sorrows and sadness i had for the past 1 weeks plus...

On the other side, i am actually waiting for Ah nee to inform moii about the schedules to work on weekends, mostly next week... at least, i can do something to make moiiself busy...

Hope i can work sia... Part time recept... heheee...

Living like a zombie everyday, no matter how busy am i, there always have a time for moii to think all these and that which makes moii heart ache...

Nan dao, u want to see moii tears flowing out, see moii gives attitude after drinking to show out moii real feelings than u will think that i am really sad? *No, i won't do such thing again, for the 1st week, i almost using moii tears to wash up moii face, and i am really hurt...*

But no one ever uds how i felt, as an outsider, they will think that i am that type of girl who dun neo how to think, how to behave, how to protect moiiself...

I accepted their comments... Nothing to say, not blaming u for saying that to me.. at least the things i done to make u think that ur decision is correct...

or

The way u looked at moii ytd,

I can feel alot of feelings which u had that time, that's why i dun dare to look at u...no matter how i wish to look at u...

At least, i can feel u are still cares...

errrr....

If u really love moii, u shld love moii everything...

Just like how i love ur everything...

Love to be with u,

Love to make protein shakes for u,

Love to see u sleep at night, cause u are most "yandao" when night falls

Love to disturb u,

Love to force u eat buns,

Love to see u smile

Love to see u anxious about moii,

Love to see u calling moii laopo, dear,

Love to sleep on ur single bed

But, did u ever really love moii everything?

I don't know... I only know u hate moii temper and that's enuff for moii to know that u ain't really love me...

When i wish to call u, u ain't there for moii,

When i want to sms u, u dun reply moii,

Things takes 2 hands to clap, Coin has both sides...

U told moii, not to find a bf with a wealthy background or good family background...

cause they got Young Master Temper...

and i knew u got it too, but because i love u

i accept who u are...

cause i believe if u really love moii

1Day, u will reflected on urself

but...

how about u then?

U told me, just learnt it from experience, and i know it...

But everything takes time...

I know i came from a broken family background, and moii family books is so complicated...

who creates who am i today...

Ya, u are right, some times word is better to left usaid, or no need to say so much, but if some words are meant to say, but end left unsaid will cause a person to feel regret...

I made a mistake to cause moiiself to regret and that is when i chooses to "left u"

I don't want to feel regret again, that's why i would tell u moii feelings...

trying to salvage

but

ended up...

a sentence from u " Finally, u know wat kind of person/gal am i"

makes moii feel pain in moii heart.

at first, i thought u are the one who uds moii well, because i don't uds moiiself,

therefore i need someone who tell moii flaws and weaknesses.

cause i can't able to see moiiself

But...

I was wrong...

I am too naive that u will know moii...

sighx...

I felt very disappointed in myself...